hmmmm..... :/

Dont know how 2 take 2days news tbh :/ im abit sad n shit buh at the same time happy about it because now i know it was all a dream :): , when things isnt goin good with u n the girl u wanna b with heres a sayin mend it dont end it , thats true because when tha 1 person tells you the same as you been telling them for the past few weeks for tha 1 moment it feels as if uv lost everything in life , everything that means anything 2 u or anyone who's there for u n other things feels as if its gone :/ , when u see the girl of ur life let me tell u its cool infact the feeling is out of this world then when u speak 2 her or play ping pong  or something its even better no words can say what ur thinking at tha moment in time :L:L , then when u find out shes already getting on some1 when ur there i guess uv gotta put a smile on everytime u see her or him or just b a total prick with her untill the last day then show her or tell her u like her :)

Watching tha girl walk out of the hotel not knowing uv fell inlove with them kills , hugging them n saying goodbye not knowing urself tha 8 months down the line you still feel the same way about her , watching them going 2 the bus n not seeing her look back with a smile hurts but most of all watching her kiss another lad with out her knowing how i feel hurts the most :/ .

8 months down the line ......
Its been an up an down for the last few months with her being ill n me being a prick or her being a twat n me being sound , everytime we argue it pushed me away even more , everytime she rings me telling me she loves me when shes drunk brings me closer 2 her buh it went 2 far then everything i had for the girl turned in 2 hate because of wa she did , ye im a lad who abso loves a girl n if i could id b with her now , huggin up 2 her like we said , buh things change people change !!!!

When u love a girl is hard 2 walk away from her , iv done it so many times im use 2 it :/ buh im fed up of walkin away from her i wanna b bringing her closer 2 me not pushin her away :/ , i love the girl more than she thinks , even more than any1 thinks ...., just wanna tell her so bad tha i love her but i guess its for the best if i dont :/ its better if we just never speak again :/

Never forget that 1 night on the 6th floor tha changed my life , time 2 move on like u said im sorry laters </3